There will never be anyone like you, Jesus.
I’m a mess, but I’m still tryin’ to grow.
The devil is a liar.
Some of you reading this may recognize these words. They come from different songs on the infamous Justin Bieber’s new EP, Freedom, that he just released this Easter Sunday. I mean, what better time to release this?! Justin is killing it needless to say. After listening to the songs multiple times through start to finish, I started to meditate on my own relationship with God. Justin gets raw and vulnerable with this EP in a fresh way. He talks about how broken our society is and the struggles we all face. Writing people off, turning away from people who need help. He emphasizes that God NEVER writes us off. Even in our pain and our struggles and the mistakes we constantly make, He stays right there with us. He truly is the only one we can rely on with full confidence. With this perfect peace, unfailing love, and new mercies each morning – why are we so afraid to move forward and grow?
I constantly run from God and I don’t why, considering I know deep in my heart He is what I need, and the only one who can lead my path. I know deep in my heart that I’m on this earth for His glory – not for mine. Yet, I constantly choose myself and my own ways. No matter how much pain and consequence my own choices bring me, I sometimes knowingly choose that over falling into the Father’s loving arms. Soaking up the love only He has for me. A love like no other. We can’t earn it, and we don’t deserve it.
Sleep now, for when the morning comes, my mercies will be new.
This line is at the very end of Bieber’s song, “Where Do I Fit In.” Comforting words from the perspective of the Lord about the very reality of the life we live. As wonderful as life is, we all know how difficult and unbearable it can feel at times. Losing loved ones, heartbreak, life changes, financial struggles, depression, feelings of unworthiness, and much more… we’ve all been through something of this magnitude. We also are very imperfect beings. Between the difficulties of life and the mistakes we make on our own, the weight of life can get super heavy. When we give it all to God and put our trust in Him, everything changes. The sad truth is that sometimes it can be “easier” to choose things to fill the void and temporary take away whatever pain we’re feeling, rather than go to God. I’m here to encourage and remind whoever’s reading this, as well as myself (big time) that there is a better way.
You see, God brings joy. The enemy brings misery. God brings love, the enemy brings hate. God brings life and the enemy brings death. As Justin said, the devil is a liar. In my own life I’ve seen how the devil can trick and convince me of just total lies. That I’m not good enough, smart enough, pretty enough, and worst of all, worthy enough. He has tried to convince me that I’m not good enough to go to my Lord and Savior because of my past or even current struggles. The good news of Easter is that it’s actually the complete opposite. Jesus died for you and for me, so that we may be free and live in eternal life with Him. He desires relationship with us. He paid the price so that we wouldn’t have to. So the truth of the matter is, it’s just not about us. Point blank. Hard pill to swallow, but it’s actually a beautiful thing. We are all here on this earth for a short life, to fulfill a purpose and live for the glory of God. Sacrifice for reward. There’s nothing we can do to earn this special kind of love. He is the only one that can fill this hole in our hearts. Take it from me, there really is nothing better. I know I have so much growing to do, but I’m so thankful that the Lord is my rock and that I live free in Him everyday because of what He did for me.
Verses that bring me hope today:
☆ John 11:25-26
☆ Romans 6:5-6